Gogirl! Magz Dec 2011 edition

 Setelah beberapa kali bolak balik ke stand majalah Mataram Mall, akhirnya dapet juga beli majalh Gogirl edisi Desember 2011..   i think i have to subscribe to this maagazine, supaya gak capek capek bolak balik ke stand majalh..  jugga supaya gak telat ngedapetinnya....sayang sekali, untuk pengiriman majalah ke pulau kecil seperti ke lombok inni selalu telaat...

ooohh.. i loove this magazine so much...

 dan untuk penghujung tahun 2011 ini, gogirl ngambil tema "Rebirth".. yaitu kesempatan untuk meng upgrade, add, or change something dalam diri kita, tanpa harus di batesin tahun atau target pemenuhannya..
tema yang bagus untuk memulai persiapan pembenahan diri untuk tahun yg akan datang..

  gogirl edisi ini juga ngasi kita bonus agenda yang superr cute... i got the purple one,, padahal pengen dua duanya.. hahahag.. sumpah edisi ini isinya kereen banget... ada juga bonus biore scraftbook, yang suka bikin scrafbook gak boleh ketinggalan edisi ini.. bisa join kompetisinya jg loh...   you must have this guys...
hurry up....

This Song For You Mom

Banyak anak yg gag bisa ngungkapin betapa sayangnya mereka pada ibunya,

banyak anak yg gak bisa ngungkapin betapa butuhnya mereka pada ibunya..
, betapa penting kehadiran ibunya... betapa berharga tiap detik bersama ibunya.. betapa takut mereka kehilangan ibunya,, begitupun  Aku...

seperti udara yang kuhirup, begitulah pentingnya Mama bagiku..

tentu saja aku tahu seberapa banyak pengorbanan orang tuaku buatku..  seberapa banyak pengorbanan Mama buatku.. sangat jelas,, dan Aku tau  Aku tak akan bisa membalasnya,  aku juga Tak pernah membuat mereka bangga.  dan Ya..  Lagu inni mewakili betapa butuhnya aku akan kehadiran orangtuaku, terutama Mama, dan  betapa beliau selalu ada di sisiku saat aku membutuhkannya .. 

This song is for you Mom, 

I TURN TO YOU,, 

by Christina Aguilera..

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side 

Giving me faith taking me through the night

For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

thanks to warren and diana  who are have creating this amazing song. .

 two thumbs up...

healthy is one way to live a normal life

I knew there was something wrong with my body,  I hate pain,   I hate this disease. It's makes my life  different  than every girls. I wanna live a normal life ..  I know it's not as severe illness, like cancer, diabetes, high blood pressure, and something  like that, but all of this makes me going mad. 

you should not eat this,..

you should not eat that,

you should not be like this,

you should not be that .. 

oouughhh..

you may call me "Lebay", before you feel what I feel ..
 and the most make me hate this disease is  it hurt my parents too. especially my Mom,. she is the  strongest  mother in the world...  I love her . so much ..  and I though i can't breath without Her.. oh God help me .. all this is beyond.. :'(

my firts Post

 hii.... this is my first post ..  

whoooaaaa... I finally got a blog ... 

but I do not know what will I write this first post .. hehehe .. Just wait for the next post guys .. cee aaaa.. :)